Knowing that it wasn’t gonna work out. Yet still pushing for it. Knowing that it was all thrown away. Knowing that the realization came a bit far too late. Knowing that not matter what, the damage was far too great.
It just sucks knowing that happiness will find you without me in your life. That giving it up was the best option for your happiness and health. That I was oblivious to what true and geniune care I was being given. This is just how it is though. You can’t rewind time. You can’t change the past. What’s done is done. When another person walks into your life and you accept that person, it will tear me down deep inside, but I’ll put that smile up and congratulate you. Just really sucks that we were meant to be, but I made that impossible. Good luck in life though. I’m praying for your happiness. Sorry I couldn’t give it.
Don’t regret it. Just look up and be thankful you’re alive and you got friends and family that love you. No matter what..just live life to the fullest. Live it so that when you’re old with a old wrinkly spouse you can think back and just say “Shit, I’m ready to die. I did good.”
it is really shocking seeing how its on a syllabus .. my professor says english is simply bullshit and stretching the truth. those were literally his words. anyways my bullshit these was simply…the most valuble aspect of this course is the comprehension and analysis of complex readings. that is some big ass bullshit in my eyes (:
i go on tumblr and see drama about shit talking and bullshit. whoever is sayin oh im gonna fuck u up for talkin shit. shut the fuck up. you aint gonna do shit. and second you are a mother fuckein hypocrite for even talkin. cause ill bet my left testicle your fake ass has talked shit to. shit i talked shit before. im talkin shit right now. wtf. tryna get mad cuhz someones talkin shit? dont even dare say anythin unless youve never talked shit which im sure…is quit impossible.
are really shady. I’m generalizing the human species right now. Overall we are a bunch of shady, two-timing, sly, fucked up, group of people. And this is me included. I can be one fucked up person. Most people are fucked up cause they are selfish. They do something messed up for their own benefit. This again includes me. But their are a few select individuals I can name that are geniunely kind hearted and only want whats best for others. Unfortunately I can think of a few people that are like that. Now there is a third group that I have begun to notice. These are the kids that are just too slow to even know how to be shady. The ones that are ”goin with the flow” TOO much. They just either dont give a shit or just too dumb to realize what they give a shit about. Seeing how i can only name a few names that are truly kind. I think i’m gonna start kickin it with these damn fools. Atleast i know they won’t fuck me over in the end.
I enjoy all sorts. i’m trying to expand my taste in music so ive been exploring. But i really enjoy this group called port blue. Its a side project from te head singer of owl city. try listening to “over lionsgate city” reminds me of some of nujabes stuff.
ps3 for sure. free live. better gaming system in general. graphics are more enhanced. well ps3 is for the older heads while xbox360 is more for like younger teens. but thats my opinion. fuck i feel like such a nerd :P but my 14 yr old brother just got a ps3 and he loves it.
Life is making its move and is changing. I have goals, plans, ideas, and dreams in my mind. I hope i can achieve everything in the short period of time I have. Atleast snowboarding season is here. I atleast got that to keep me goin.