For not realizing what I had earlier. For not having the courage to say what was needed. My fear and coward-like behavior lled to this. My idiotic, naive, dumbass self led to this. I have one regret in my life and this is it. Yes, I did learn a lesson, but no. I can’t bear this. This is too much. I’m such a fuckin fool.
take a step back. look at the things in your life. time is meant for change and whichever choice you make, you'll end up regretting and wanting to choose the other. acceptance is important, but you don't have to act as if everything were okay. your life is changing and you have no choice but to follow along. but in the end, the show goes on right? (: you'll be fine.
That’s how you need to live. Even if there’s the hole in your chest sucking out the very life of you. I surround myself w. People who truly care about me. The people who actually give me strength and words of encouragement. They give me all these potential options.
The empty void is being filled up w. Life for the first time in so long .